Life and Work

I just got promoted.

AndI became the saddest person on earth.

Not that I did not want it. It's just that I do not want to want it now.

I've never been afraid of challenges. My life mantra is never say no until I get to do it.

But perhaps this time my life mantra will not work.

I am a newbie in this field. And being one brings discomfort to my thoughts.

Haven't had much sleep lately. Even in dreams, I see my new boss shouting at me.

Even my subconscious is scared.

I guess I still am too young for this battle. People spend half of their years working their way on top.

I got it in less than five years.

Am I worth all this? Can I make this work?

Got to pray a LOT harder.

They say in work you must have one buddy to run to to let out all the stress.

I just hope my bestbud will still be there.

Sigh.