Woke up one day and saw the moon on my right and the sun rising on my left.
Funny how things can be the way they are. Some things are meant to be the way they are and once in a blue moon, they become upredictable and short of being the way they are supposed to be.
Im starting over my life now and seeing the moon and the sun all at the same time was my sign.
I can't have it all, I know that. But every once in a while, Life can give me a piece of both worlds.
The journey is what matters. I can't live forever groping over what might have been, what could have been, what I couldn't have. Life will always be the way it is...that no matter how I want one thing, it will always, always give me what I need.
Starting over has never been my favorite cup of tea. Let alone starting over alone. But I am amazingly okey with it. My heart is unusually calm. Maybe the tears are finally over. Maybe.
As one friend told me once: Maybe we just need to get through the experience to know what we really want. I did. I did get through it all. And I realized that the smiles were worth every tears. The experience was worth the fear.
I needed to get through everything I just did to know that I will never feel the love I need until I learn to see that I am worth everything and anything. I do not need any body to validate that. I only need me to know that.
I used to say that "Some good things never last." But maybe they do. Maybe the good things are meant to be the lessons to be learned, and in no way will they last.
In a month, I have learned far more many beautiful things in life that most people spent their whole lives trying to learn.
And I would like to believe that in some way or another, I have taught the same lesson as well.
Funny how things can be the way they are. Some things are meant to be the way they are and once in a blue moon, they become upredictable and short of being the way they are supposed to be.
Im starting over my life now and seeing the moon and the sun all at the same time was my sign.
I can't have it all, I know that. But every once in a while, Life can give me a piece of both worlds.
The journey is what matters. I can't live forever groping over what might have been, what could have been, what I couldn't have. Life will always be the way it is...that no matter how I want one thing, it will always, always give me what I need.
Starting over has never been my favorite cup of tea. Let alone starting over alone. But I am amazingly okey with it. My heart is unusually calm. Maybe the tears are finally over. Maybe.
As one friend told me once: Maybe we just need to get through the experience to know what we really want. I did. I did get through it all. And I realized that the smiles were worth every tears. The experience was worth the fear.
I needed to get through everything I just did to know that I will never feel the love I need until I learn to see that I am worth everything and anything. I do not need any body to validate that. I only need me to know that.
I used to say that "Some good things never last." But maybe they do. Maybe the good things are meant to be the lessons to be learned, and in no way will they last.
In a month, I have learned far more many beautiful things in life that most people spent their whole lives trying to learn.
And I would like to believe that in some way or another, I have taught the same lesson as well.
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