Loophole..

No matter where I go, what I do or how I do it, I am dragged into some kind of a whirlpool over and over again.

Same pattern. Same issues. Same misconceptions. No matter how defend myself knowing I have done nothing wrong.

My hands are up. I surrender.

Same pattern, same issues, same kind of hurt. No matter how I often I tell myself not to get affected by it, it still give me that shot of pain.

My heart is weary. It screams out loud for all of you to stop.

Same pattern, same issues, same flight….Alone.

My eyes are dry. Will have to stop asking why.

I let out a huge sigh.

There are things in life that we are meant to do. Expected by people for us to do. Destined to do. Born into the world to do. Built the way we are to do the things we have to do.

But there are certain things in life that we do…because it feels right, even if it makes no sense. The unpredicted things. The ones we never saw coming. The ones that catches us by surprise.

Who ever said that all things right is meant to feel so right?

And who said following the mind is right and following the heart is wrong? When does right feel right and when will the heart be told that it is wrong?

No matter how painful the road I am traveling now, I hope that one day soon I’ll get to understand why. I hope to learn the lessons, whatever it may be.